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            Alec's POV
"Well shit, Princess," I laugh as Rose and Jason come back in with that look in their eyes. "You're here for a total of maybe five minutes and these two are making goo goo eyes." Victoria's voice rings out of the tent, "And Alec is telling the new girl all of his secrets. Ana, you've done what no one else could. Sorry. Anastasia." She says and I can hear her eyes rolling in her voice. Ana looks up with a pointed glare at no one, "No. Ana." I know that will impress Victoria. She hates nothing more than snobs. "My friends call me that." she adds and looks at us carefully. "If that's okay?" Rose nods and beams, like always. "Of course Ana, we're your friends!" "Whatever her majesty desires." I say with a bow. Jason snorts with laughter and Ana gets up from her place next to me. I frown. I like her presence, how her body always seems to hover lightly next to me, waiting to take flight. She will do well here. What am I doing? What am I thinking? Love is something I do not deserve and cannot afford anyway. I am already trying to take her into this and selfishly keep her with me, where she will never be safe. God, I am so stupid. I am so horrible. Words continue flying at me, weapons of self-destruction hurled at myself. Only Victoria can tell when this is happening to me. And then Ana is next to me again. She says nothing, only lightly traces scars with her fingertip. She lays in the grass net to me and rests her head against my side as she reaches back to touch my arm. "You have to go back now." Jason finally says to break the silence when it felt as if we were all asleep. Rose is laying and looking back at Jason while he sits back unresting. All eyes are open. We are the kind of people who get nightmares. Victoria again yells form the tent, "Will she be needing help to get past mummy and daddy?" "Why don't you just sleep out here if you're going to listen in?" I yell into the tent. Then I bite my tongue. I know why. "I'll walk her back." I say to break the silence. "I'm coming to." Victoria steps out of the tent with nail marks on her palms, something she does to keep from falling back into sleep after a nightmare. "I don't trust you two alone." And so I put out my hand to help her up, and we prepare to head out into the evening's descending sunlight. As we are about to leave I see Ana looking up at us with a pained expression, her eyes full of longing and biting her lip. "I cant go back." It is the first time her voice has not sounded completely strong and sure. Then she repeats it in the one I connect with her, completely sure of herself. "I will not go back. I want to stay with you." 
                                                 Ana's POV
The only sound I hear after my words is the sound of my own breathing. Even the nature around us seems to have silenced while the difference between my freedom and confinement lies in the balance of five pairs of eyes that have no reason at all to help me. Five pairs of eyes that have seen more pain and suffering then I will in my entire catered to posh life. And I wait.


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I adore The Perks of Being a Wallflower and The Fault in Our Stars! I love to write, it helps me get things out so I don't hurt other people <3 it is the reason I'm still okay. I am addicted to music and love everything. I take suggestions in my tumblr ask or on deviantart. I'm just on this planet like anyone else, searching for a place I belong and trying to hold on to the good things in life. I'm thankful for the life I have and I try to help everyone around me as much as I can. I trust easily, get hurt easily, and forgive easily. I hate being alone and abandoned. So yeah, I'm just your average teenage girl I guess.

“I am both happy and sad at the same time, and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.”
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

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GwenxTrentlover Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Student Artist
Thanks for the watch! XD It means a lot ^.^
shihachii Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Hiya there love, just wanted to say a very big thank you for the watch!

It means a great deal to me~:hug:
lindzh2000 Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome! It's no problem, you're an excellent writer!I wish I could write like you do!I'm impressed that you even said thank you, you seem to be quite popular on here.
shihachii Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Heheh wow thank you very much for saying that ^^

And I try to at least thank the people who fav more than two of my things :D

But I definitely make sure to thank the people who watch me and give me gifts and stuff ^^
emmasaurus123 Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Student Artist
What's wrong with you, huh? Why you gotta be like that? (kidding! I just wanted to type!)[link]
Hungergamesfan1 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the watch!
cheza51 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2012
Thanks for the fav :rose:
lindzh2000 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You're an awesome poet by the way!
cheza51 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2012
Thank you! I love poetry I try. Poetry is so much easier than writing a story. I give you TONS of appreciation on your writing.

I'm trying to write a story but idk how to end it... It seems to just be getting longer and longer
lindzh2000 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I know I have that same problem with endings! If it's romance and you want to end it sad one dies or goes away or loves someone else. Happy ending, end it with a great kiss scene. those are pretty god ggeneral endings. And aww thank! I can't do poetry! I tries once and would love to be aledo whayou d!
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